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*if only it were true... [16 Sep 2007|11:32am]
[ mood | touched ]


It's only you, beautiful, or i don't want anyone. if i can choose . . . it's only you

<3 manda
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*how much time will this buy me? [16 Mar 2007|01:00am]

do i still love you?
absolutely
theres not a doubt in my mind that through all my anger, my ego, i was always faithful in my love for you
though i made you doubt it that is the great mistake of a life full of mistakes
the truth doesnt set us free, i can tell you "i love you" as many times as you can stand to hear it and all that does, the only thing is remind us love is not enough, not even close
--LIFE AS A HOUSE
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[13 Dec 2006|06:53pm]
[ mood | busy ]



I love him to death but I'm starting to think that's not enough. It never has been enough.


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[13 Dec 2006|06:41pm]
[ mood | crying ]

N~h

 

Maybe we’re not right for each other.  Maybe I’m not good enough for you.  Maybe I’d end up breaking your heart.   Or maybe, just maybe, we could be just what we need.

 

N~h

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*sunlight... [30 Nov 2006|06:32pm]
[ mood | hurt! ]



You think I look the best when my hair is a mess.
I can't believe you exist, but I could get used to this.
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*much love... [25 Nov 2006|08:39pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]


i've never wanted to be with someone
as much as i want to be with you,

and that scares me, because i don't
know if you want to be with me. 

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[02 Oct 2006|03:46pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]



remembering all our memories &
its times like these that i miss you most,
remembering when we were so close.



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*have a good day... [08 Sep 2006|08:05am]
[ mood | crappy ]

at the end of the day, i want to be able
to fall asleep knowing that our lives are
intertwined in ways only we can understand.

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*my heart is yours... [25 Aug 2006|09:08am]
[ mood | tired ]

And on our tongues "I love you's" run into each other

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*breath of light... [23 Aug 2006|10:19pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

maybe my heart didnt really skip a beat
& maybe the twinkle in my eye was just
the reflection of the sun. & maybe that
feeling in my stomach was just not having
enough for breakfast. & maybe i just
thought it was love.

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*miles from where you are... [03 Aug 2006|04:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]

you can hate someone with all your heart as long as you know,
you wouldn’t be crying unless you still loved them.

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*we broke down the walls...one brick at a time [28 Jul 2006|09:18am]
[ mood | sick ]

The only thing I regret about high school,
is I never got to do half the things I heard I did.

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[27 Jul 2006|09:43am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

i havent taken a breath 
since we last touched, 
and suffocating has 
never felt this good.

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*photobucket=love... [20 Jul 2006|10:46am]

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finally made something all by myself...YAYness!
<3 pricelsswrkofart.
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*stale taste of recycled air... [23 Dec 2005|12:46pm]
I'm a mess & so is my room. I like it better that way. I laugh too much for my own good & I always say the wrong thing at the right time. I'm loud & chances are I'll never end up hating you. Even if I say I do. Go figure. I can't keep a steady relationship to save my life, because I'm not [girl-friend material]. Diet coke & bat-man underwear turn me on & I don't believe in real love anymore
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[22 Dec 2005|12:23pm]
sometimes its easier for me to PRETEND
rather than face my feelings. sometimes
its EASIER to try to make it alone rather
than risk getting HURT again. sometimes
its easier to be NUMB towards certain people
so i don't let them get too close. sometimes
i`m scared, but when i act NUMB towards you,
it doesnt mean i don`t CARE... it means i care TOO MUCH
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[20 Dec 2005|05:03pm]
*i never wanted to erase your story even with the tragedy...
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[14 Dec 2005|10:03pm]
If i wake up on christmas morning and i dont see him sitting under my tree, im going back to bed.
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[12 Dec 2005|09:46pm]
Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go
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*across five aprils... [02 Nov 2005|04:54pm]
a broken heart is not what i wanted from this,

but i guess i've learned from it.

but aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?

i don't consider this a mistake,

i just wish the story didn't end this way.
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