| *if only it were true... |
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movie :: the punisher |
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It's only you, beautiful, or i don't want anyone. if i can choose . . . it's only you
<3 manda
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| *how much time will this buy me? |
[16 Mar 2007|01:00am] |
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do i still love you? absolutely theres not a doubt in my mind that through all my anger, my ego, i was always faithful in my love for you though i made you doubt it that is the great mistake of a life full of mistakes the truth doesnt set us free, i can tell you "i love you" as many times as you can stand to hear it and all that does, the only thing is remind us love is not enough, not even close --LIFE AS A HOUSE
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[13 Dec 2006|06:53pm] |
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//gilmore girls...still// |
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♥
I love him to death but I'm starting to think that's not enough. It never has been enough.
♥
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[13 Dec 2006|06:41pm] |
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//gilmore girls// |
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N~h Maybe we’re not right for each other. Maybe I’m not good enough for you. Maybe I’d end up breaking your heart. Or maybe, just maybe, we could be just what we need. N~h
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| *sunlight... |
[30 Nov 2006|06:32pm] |
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hurt! |
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//augustana/stars&blvds// |
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You think I look the best when my hair is a mess. I can't believe you exist, but I could get used to this.
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| *much love... |
[25 Nov 2006|08:39pm] |
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//wink news// |
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 i've never wanted to be with someone as much as i want to be with you, and that scares me, because i don't know if you want to be with me.

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[02 Oct 2006|03:46pm] |
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//silence// |
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remembering all our memories & its times like these that i miss you most, remembering when we were so close.

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| *have a good day... |
[08 Sep 2006|08:05am] |
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//silence// |
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at the end of the day, i want to be able to fall asleep knowing that our lives are intertwined in ways only we can understand.
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| *my heart is yours... |
[25 Aug 2006|09:08am] |
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//silence// |
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And on our tongues "I love you's" run into each other
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| *breath of light... |
[23 Aug 2006|10:19pm] |
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//breaking benajmins new cd// |
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maybe my heart didnt really skip a beat & maybe the twinkle in my eye was just the reflection of the sun. & maybe that feeling in my stomach was just not having enough for breakfast. & maybe i just thought it was love.
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| *miles from where you are... |
[03 Aug 2006|04:20pm] |
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//headlights on dark roads/snow patrol// |
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you can hate someone with all your heart as long as you know, you wouldn’t be crying unless you still loved them.
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[27 Jul 2006|09:43am] |
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//snow patrol/set fire to the third bar// |
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i havent taken a breath since we last touched, and suffocating has never felt this good.

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| *photobucket=love... |
[20 Jul 2006|10:46am] |

finally made something all by myself...YAYness! <3 pricelsswrkofart.
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| *stale taste of recycled air... |
[23 Dec 2005|12:46pm] |
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I'm a mess & so is my room. I like it better that way. I laugh too much for my own good & I always say the wrong thing at the right time. I'm loud & chances are I'll never end up hating you. Even if I say I do. Go figure. I can't keep a steady relationship to save my life, because I'm not [girl-friend material]. Diet coke & bat-man underwear turn me on & I don't believe in real love anymore
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[22 Dec 2005|12:23pm] |
sometimes its easier for me to PRETEND rather than face my feelings. sometimes its EASIER to try to make it alone rather than risk getting HURT again. sometimes its easier to be NUMB towards certain people so i don't let them get too close. sometimes i`m scared, but when i act NUMB towards you, it doesnt mean i don`t CARE... it means i care TOO MUCH
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[20 Dec 2005|05:03pm] |
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*i never wanted to erase your story even with the tragedy...
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[14 Dec 2005|10:03pm] |
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If i wake up on christmas morning and i dont see him sitting under my tree, im going back to bed.
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[12 Dec 2005|09:46pm] |
Why d'ya have to be so cute? It's impossible to ignore you Must you make me laugh so much? It's bad enough we get along so well Say goodnight and go
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| *across five aprils... |
[02 Nov 2005|04:54pm] |
a broken heart is not what i wanted from this,
but i guess i've learned from it.
but aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
i don't consider this a mistake,
i just wish the story didn't end this way.
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